It sucks not knowing whether you're on the right track, whether you've chosen the right path ; the right decision ; that'll determine your happiness for the rest of your life..
You're stuck between both, not knowing whether you should go, move away, stay put or let it all go..
It gets worst when you know you love doing the other so much yet you're not prepared to go for it..or even give it a go?
To me, I feel pathetic for having being this way..For not pursuing what i think is my dream..But you've got to understand, I'm scared..
What if I screw up? What if I end up with nothing instead? More of the what if's...
The amount of stress is gradually increasing, the weight of the bricks on my back is getting heavier by the day and i'm running out of time.
Life is all about making the right choices? Isn't it?
Once you've made your choice..
There's no turning back..
Whether you like it or not..
Have I ?
*ps: I'm ok..No worries.. Life's been tough lately but i'm STRONG! :)